Time flies fast... Went thru many ups and down...
All sorts of feeling i got, be it happy, sad, sourish or bitterness life over the years...
People just walks in and out of my life, like it's so common nowadays and nothing can stay for long or forever.
Have been letting my heart be broken time and time over again.
A few friendships gone in a moment of impulse or unwillingness.
Doing something i shouldn't have done or said (maybe due to my stubbornness or immature act).
Or very simply, losing contact as time flies by ( as said ppl walks in and out of our lives).
Many people walk in and out of our lives, some stay and some just hang around waiting for something to happen.
A certain few will drift in and out, *and if i happen to drift in and out of your life, i m sorry. i have my reasons, just try to bear with me.*
Many things that both of us may have done will always be kept as memories apart of my life.
Time where we share anything under shine or rain.
Time where we enjoy doing common interest things together/ or spending time together relaxing and enjoying ourselves.
Being honest with each other and shares feelings together...we used to be everything we are not now.
And sadly, as we proceed to a different part of our lives, we drifted apart, seeing each other either occasionally or we don't even get to meet again.
There's surely some misunderstanding that aren't really cleared up, and some won't even bother to listen and things were just let it as it is. Saded....
Fate is a un-describable thing, It's a very strange feeling.
You can either have it, or you don't.
It's fate that allows one to be friends, lovers and even a couple.
If i won't have spoke to you, i won't have known you, if i won't have know you, things may not turn out the way it is now. The process has joy, laughter, sadness, angry-ness all sorts of feelings...
I wouldn't have keep in contact if you weren't important in my life, (always or soon it will fades off, i'm not sure)
I wouldn't have be fond of you if you didn't say or do those memorable stuffs that touches me.
I wish i can forgo them which i know it's going to be tough time for me, i can't seems to be myself. =(
Many regrets in my life found, and there's nothing i can do too but just to look forward for the better. (i wish i can do so)
Now you ain't the one anymore, i hope i am not one of yours either.
I am glad, we are friends, again.
I wish you all the best and do, keep in contact.
It all seems so cliche to say , keep in contact, but how many of us really do that?
this is dedicated to whoever you think fits the descriptions of who i m writing.
*this post was inspired from my deary cousin rene and gv me courage to write out so much*