Been very busy lately with work ever since i came back from my trip from Redang.. =( BooHOoHoo.... So tired and lazy to blog even.. =X i mentioned i will blog with pictures from Redang, give me sometime ok... i've yet to load the photos to my com and arranged them properly for posting...

Hmm... there's like so much things i would like to blog it out but seems like i don't know where to start. Recently seems like many things are bothering me. Be it at home, at work or where ever i am i just feel unwell Emotionally/mentally/physically. i really enjoy the days i spent in Redang i wish i can alway live on a carefree and beutiful island. This will never be realistic i know. Anyway the place was really a great place. Beautiful sea view, serenity, many underwater creatures, awwwww am missing the place again.... it will be a nice place to spend with your love one too.... really romantic for a short holiday break with love one though... but again the partner must be somemore who like outdoor sea activities too.

Work!!!! It such a pain in the neck... I am getting more and more tired and close to exhausted even... i feel my life is so upside down. i came to feel am lost in a way, lost my sense of direction, lost my "attitude" yada yada yada..... Feel like digging a hole and hide myself in it where i am unreachable too.... i Don't i am just feeling SO EMO right now..... grrrrrrrr ok.... shall end here back to work... will try to blog my redang trip soon!!! =X

Extracted from an email sent by my friend and wish to share with all who are reading this....

The girl in the picture is she is 21 . Next to her, her fiancé, Nick, 23. The picture was taken shortly before their wedding ceremony, held on January 11, 2005 in the US. Katie has terminal cancer and spend hours a day receiving medication. In the picture, Nick is waiting for her on one of the many sessions of quimo to end.


In spite of all the pain, organ failures, and morphine shots, Katie is going along with her wedding and took care of every detail. The dress had to be adjusted a few times due to her constant weightloss


An unusual accessory at the party was the oxygen tube that ketie used throughout the ceremony and reception as well. The other couple in the picture are Nick's parents. Excited to see her son marrying his high school sweetheart.

Katie, in her wheelchair with the oxygen tube , listening a song from her husband and friends

At the reception, katie had to take a few rests.The pain do not let her to be standing up for long periods

Katie died five days after her wedding day. Watching a women so ill and weak getting married and with a smile on her face makes us think..... Happiness is reachable, no matter how long it last. We should stop making our lives complicated.

Love does not seek, it allows.Love does not covet, it embraces.Love knows no lack, it extends.Love is who you are, surrender to it.

Had been very busy with work lately.... Well if wanna enjoy guess i have go thru hardship.... haha... Meetings... Training.... etc.... making me so tired at work.. HUmpH.... Anyway it's 3 mroe days to my trip to REDANG!!!! WWWWWWWwwwwwwwoOooooooooOOOOOOOOOOoooooooooooo..... getting so excited here..... can't wait for it to come man..... seriously i want to enjoy myself as much as i could before i return to the tedious work place again!!

Hmmm... cousin getting married... but unable to attend his wedding.... cos will be on holiday trip.... didn't purposely arrange on that day of cos but the notice of his wedding dinner came very last minute and came to know like only last week? Anyway wish them have a blissful marriage and of cos also "zhao shen gui zhi" hehehe =X

Will try to blog more frequent.... guess my next post will be when i'm back from my trip... Oh Ya.... i am happy somehow... geezzzz =P off to bed.... nitezzz

To be accepted for who you are is all you truly seek. Why wait for another to give that gift to you, when you can give it to yourself, right now?"

It's been a week since i last blogged. Trying to recall what have i done in the past few days... hahaha.... Gosh... I'm having bad short term memory? Hmmm.... Or have i not been doing anything other then work and home? My head hurtsssssssssssss OuCh!!!

I only recalled the outing which i organised for my ex-colleague Peili's Birthday dinner.. pictures might be loaded up in the latter post in my blog if i get it soon... geeezzzzz.... Was a very tiring day for me that night. We had dinner at Hot Pot Culture (Marina Square), personally i'm fine with the food and servings just that the server tend to be abit blur,slow and some with bad service given. for people who feels that having steamboat with many people is unhygenic then i will suggest this for you, it's actually individual small pot for everyone, then you won't be sharing everyone siliva... hahaha.... they also serves ala crate dishes and choco fondue.... yummmyzzzz worth trying and price not very costly and reasonable too..... ok enough of advertising for them. LOL

Recently at work, loaded with more work and responsibilities, am getting more and more tired after each day of work. sigh..... Not sure if it's a good sign for me or what. Other than work related my memories seems full!! BUT as for personal matters.... it's fading off from me... =( i hope the good memories remains. Anyway just bought the book He's Just Not Into You at a discounted price!! Gonna start reading it today!! I'll be loving this book i think... hahahaa... ok time to go back to work... STRESS~~~~~~

From the movie Marley & me....

"A dog has no use for fancy cars or big homes or designer clothes. Status symbol means nothing to him. A waterlogged stick will do just fine. A dog judges others not by their color or creed or class but by who they are inside. A dog doesn't care if you are rich or poor, educated or illiterate, clever or dull. Give him your heart and he will give you his. It was really quite simple, and yet we humans, so much wiser and more sophisticated, have always had trouble figuring out what really counts and what does not. As I wrote that farewell column to Marley, I realized it was all right there in front of us, if only we opened our eyes. Sometimes it took a dog with bad breath, worse manners, and pure intentions to help us see."

Yeah... finally watched it after so long since i last read the book a year ago.... I got to say the book is nicer =X Though the movie is just the extract, it's a very heart warming movie, a very realistic movie too. It shows the obstacles of how the family went through and how they solve it together. Most importantly, we can see the love and concern for both human beings and dogs. Near towards the ending of the show, it's really very saddening when came to know that the dog couldn't survive longer there's many tearing audience including except that my tears were held back due to a couple sitting in the same row with us... the guy was like so unromantic!! he was scolding his gf, ppl cry u also cry, must you cry until like that like GHOST! kaoz... it's so loud lo when he said that... then i can't help it and i laugh =X i know i very bad too la but i was kinda pissed by the guy too la cos he was saying.... 哭什么哭，要哭的话，那你就滚开！！滚开！！ 滚开！！ then the gal also gone case la... she was sobbng even louder.... ROFL.... this show somehow reminds me of 10 promise to my dog as in the ending part... Was thinking what if Marley is my dog... will i abondone him when i don't think so i know how to handle him... hai~~ Oh... feel like reading the book again!! hahaha..... ok crazy me back to work....

Packed with programmes over the weekend.... KTV Co gathering at international Building after work on Sat. And had dinner at Pasta Mania... YuMmy... =D~~ Long time didn't cook pasta at home le.... so so so so so feel like cooking one of these days..... then shop around Far East Paza while waiting for the rain to get smaller before everyone headed home....

Sunday!!! JB trip with family and friends... Shag!! is the word to describe for the day!! First visit to the new JB custom... -_-" <--- face expression i can give to.... seriously don't expect any good remark from me for the new JB custom. Talk about something happy... it's been years since my dad and i step out of Singapore together.... so many things happened in between and finally now things improved. Went shopping in Tebrau City Jusco & Tesco Shopping centre.... Didn't really get to finish exploring the place though... too many shops le... Headed off for dinner at 大马花园 used to be favourite and often hang out place with family and friends.. awwww... kinda miss those days.... Overall enjoyable weekend but very very very tiring weekend too.... hahaha.....

Yeah can't wait to off work now... counting down already now... LOL Catching Marley & Me tonight.. will continue to blog tonight if i'm not feeling tired more about the movie ya.... I'm SURE to like it... Cos read the book a year plus ago... and it's nice and touching lo.... Hope the show won't disappoint me... hur hur hur.... all my friends who have watched the show reminded me to bring tissue... LOL Yeah my friends.... i will remember to bring... hahahaha... alright... going for lunch...

To Be Continued.....